This could be one of the last things i write in this blog. I want to use it to remind me of my fall from my cradle of safety since pri 1. On this day, at this busy hour, i carry the burden of many disappointments. Including my sets of homewordk, my failure to use my CCA to appeal. Such a chain of blows i shall never forget. Yet, i still want to, after that depression write this entry.
It is all but obvious that my existence here in hci will not be long. I have despaired, yes. YET. i must remember that it was all myfault for not working that extra hour. People have tried to help,however, it is evident that they either don't know how to can't be bothered, or can only help in wrong ways. Either way, to these ppl, i give thanks. I do understand what lies in the future is still not unchangeable. I can prove myself in such a time.
Thus i must tell myself to continue with confidence not bitterness. not show despair but immerse in jubilation as and when i can (now).
truth be told i have never written any resolutions for fear of breaking htem and doing injustice to myself. However i shall put down somethings i must follow in life.

1.Never do things against your conscience
2.Never surrender to laziness
3.Never share despair but rather get over it. one person being unhappy is enough
4.Never give up hope
5.Never run away from your problems
6.Never surrender to fate
7.Never stop mugging ( serious)
8.Never let go of what you have learnt. we all do it all the time.
9.Never diss people who are trying to help
10.Never forget the SMALLEST things
the list goes on, and on,

When i look on this entry on this blog or under the glass panel of my desk, i want not to be at a lost as t what to do. Neither do i want to laugh upon it ( should i be lucky).It is the most important lesson in my life( Failing to achieve somthing i want so much). Time will heal. But the scar s65 has left on my heart won't

INFINITY. Never 4get your mistakes